January 31, 2014

Gendercide

This morning, I began watching a documentary on Netflix called "Its a Girl". Its about gendercide in India and China. Its one of those topics that makes me so mad that this is happening in the world. After I finished watching that, I started watching another documentary about adopting children called "Stuck".

What happens is that parents, because of the country's traditions and practices, hope for a girl when they have children. And if they don't have a girl, they have abortions or kill the infant immediately after birth. Some luckier girls are given up for abortions or their parents are kind enough not to follow the societal ideas and keep them anyway. Many girls are just neglected or abused.

The whole thing is crazy and its setting off the gender ratio. Men are unable to find wives. Women are being kidnapped and used for sex trafficking and slavery. The girls are literally being stolen from their homes in china or neglected in india.

For a long time, I have wrestled with my political ideas, trying to decide what I believe, who I can align myself with. I'm proud to announce that I've figured it out recently. I am a conservative feminist, and I am pro-life. This means that I find this cause to be very important. It both causes harm to and suppresses women and girls and it kills infants and unborn babies.

I don't know what your beliefs are politically or religiously. But I do know that murder is wrong. And for some reason people say that the babies inside the womb are "just a clump of cells" or "not living". But I can assure you that you would think differently if you were denied the right to live before you were born. When we talk about puppies, they are considered living puppies even before they are born. What makes them more living than an unborn baby? You say that your dog is going to have puppies, not clumps of cells. So why can you say that an unborn human child is a clump of cells? Unborn babies are still babies. And even though they're not that old, infants are humans too. And there is nothing that makes women less worthy to be in control of their bodies and lives than men.

I can't right now or any time soon, but I have always said that I want to someday adopt children. I'm not opposed to the idea of having children naturally, I just think that I have a heart for children. There are millions of kids in orphanages. I know that adoption is difficult and expensive, and i hope that that can be changed sometime soon. I want it to change. I also want to try and do one of the monthly monetary support adoption things before I get married. So, I guess once I get a job. Right now, I can't really do that because I don't have a constant income. But I want to save up some money this year so that maybe next year I can start doing it and already have some money saved up.

But even if you cant adopt or anything, here is a link to a petition that is supposed to be to try and stop gendercide http://www.stopgendercidenow.com/. And I know that there are tons of organizations that do the monetary adoption too. And maybe you could watch those documentaries. It would be the least you can do.

-EW

January 30, 2014

Omegle: Friendship failure

I was really feeling lonely and sad today. But I wanted to talk to people. I want to make friends. So, after searching through some stuff on the internet, I decided to try chatting via text on omegle.

I hate it. People disconnect from you without even a second thought. Its a lot like the song "Bad Day on Chat Roulette" by Hank Green.

Anyway, I wanted to talk to nerdfighters, but that didn't bring up anyone. I did talk to some doctor who fans though. One of which was this 15-year-old boy who started off the conversation with "allonsy". Sadly, he had to leave after about five minutes.

I also started creating an account on the nerdfighter ning today. But I haven't been approved yet. I also feel like I really want to make friends in the way that Esther Earl and so many others have been able to, but I am extremely scared of judgement that will prevent people from wanting to have anything to do with me.

I'm a mess.

-EW

Heaven knows, I could really use a friend...

January 27, 2014

Boy, I Need A Hug

If the green left the grass on the other side
I would make like a tree and leave

For those of you who don't recognize that, it's from the song Honey and the Bee by Owl City. I'm listening to Pandora radio right now and that just came on. I really like that song.

So, I did not get to go see the movie Frozen this weekend with one of my BFFs, but we have plans for Thursday. Fingers crossed we get to go. And we're trying to get to go the  FF5 concert in about a month or so. She's my go-out-and-do-things friend.

Aww. My coffees all gone.

I have a ton of stuff to do today. Wash all the dishes. Wash all the clothes. Do both my English and Music homework and turn them in. And if I am lucky, I'll have time and energy to work on transforming this huge FF5 shirt into a short sleeve hoodie. I'm excited about that.

I should probably get started on this stuff if I plan on making any progress.

I like to find an audio book of my English readings on YouTube, then have them read out loud as I do chores. It kills two birds with one stone, plus I understand the readings better when they're read out loud for some reason.

Oh, and I added a new hat on the store. I'm trying to get rid of it before Valentine's day.

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-EW


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January 24, 2014

Snowless Snow Day

It's been really cold the last few days and yesterday it was rainy too. When everyone came home from school, they had been told that today would be a late start day due to bad weather. And last night, it got even colder and rainier, so they cancelled school. But I still have homework due today, which sucks for me.

I was really hoping that I would wake up to at least a light snow. It hasn't snowed in a few years, so we're kinda overdue. I had this whole plan to get up and go outside and make a video in the snow.

I realized the other day that I've never actually made a snowman in all of my 18 years of life. So that was part of my plans, no matter how little snow there was. But there wasn't even a good layer of frost. It did kinda rain a bit last night, but otherwise it was just rain. Blech.

Now I have to spend the day with my family. My loud, noisy family. And I have to do homework somehow. Gah. I'm gonna die. Not really, but I am probably going to make several death threats today.

I started crocheting another hat yesterday. It's a red and white and pink for Valentine's day. I should have it done by the end of the day, but I'm not sure how soon it will be in the store.

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-EW


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January 23, 2014

Late Night Ideas

I tend to get awesome ideas that randomly pop into my brain late at night. Last night, I got an awesome one and I can't wait to get started. The only thing is that I need to get some old photographs of people I don't know. I'm going to look around the house first, then I might purchase some on eBay or at an antique shop. I thought about simply copying them from websites, but I want to be in the clear copyright wise in case I make it into a book. Currently, I think I will just make a few and then put them on another blog.

It's called picture stories. Or maybe something similar that sounds more sophisticated. I look at old pictures, make up a story for the people, and then write it down. It would be like a collection of unconnected short stories. I think it's probably been done before in some way, but I really want to do it. Each story would just be a few pages long and if nothing else it would be a good writing exercise.

The idea came from a creative writing assignment we used to get in drama and English classes. We would be shown either a photograph of a random person and have to describe the person or a painting and have to tell the story of a person in that painting. I found it fun.

Btw, I should be putting a new item up in my online store within the next couple of days. Maybe some Valentines stuff.

 lizardbreath.storenvy.com 

-EW


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January 19, 2014

Still Sick

I have to miss church today because I'm still sick. I have been since Thursday. I don't feel quite as bad as I did then, but I'm not well yet either.

I spent a lot of time crocheting though. After I finished the cupcake hat, I made a pair of Twilight Sparkle arm warmers and then a pair of Fluttershy ones. I'm currently working on a pair based on applejack. And if you don't know who these characters are, you should probably watch My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic...

Anyway, I started up an online store earlier this week and I'm excited to say that it is continually increasing in stock. I want to have the applejack arm warmers up by the end of today. My dad and I are also working on a unique art piece that will be up in the shop soon. All I can say is that it's really cool and literally one of a kind, a mark of God's own handiwork combined with man's.

Have fun browsing my store.

 lizardbreath.storenvy.com 

-EW


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January 16, 2014

Feeling bad...

I woke up this morning to some crazy sore throat. Like, it actually feels like my throat is swollen. I'm not sure how I'm going to manage to eat things today.

Yesterday, my mom and I went to Wal-Mart because we had to pick up some stuff and we ended up buying a Belgian waffle maker. I think I might break it out and have waffles for lunch.

Gah, I also have this occasional headache and dizziness. I feel terrible. And there's nothing I can do about it.

Good news is, I am almost done with the cupcake hat. It should be up on the store by Saturday at the latest. And I'm going to try to make more than one so that there will be a pink one also and you can buy more than one at a time. That might take some time though.

My textbooks are supposed to arrive today, which means that I will be able to work on actual work for my classes. Fun.

I finished watching Orange is the New Black this morning. I kinda wish there was a second season.

-EW


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